Where are you?

I am sorry,

I drove you away,

for cowardice,

for ignorance, 

for despair.

I am sorry, 

I was the one to betray you,

to slay you,

in the very essence of your being.

I am sorry, 

I did not see your mission,

violated your holy body,

spat on your Divine Feminine.

I am sorry, 

I drove you away,

forcing you in the lands of Hades,

leaving you there,

to aguish in horror

in disgrace,

in dispair.

I am sorry, 

I still have not,

the fearlessness you ask of me.

I am sorry,

I still stumble with doubt,

and hide myself,

behind my fears.

I am sorry I lost the thread of my life,

renounced upon my calling.

I am sorry that my terror is still greater than my courage.

I am sorry, where ever you are my Soul.

(gestated and written as Saturn conjunct my natal Neptune-Moon opposition, recalling when Pluto opposed my natal Moon in 1992)

This following is the video that inspired all of the above:

Where are you? 

Little girl with broken wings but full of hope.... 

Where are you? 

Wise women covered in wounds...... 

Where are you? 

Today is the day

I will not sit still and give in anymore 

Today I rise

I am bruised but I will get up and walk again

Today I rise 

I don’t care if you ignore my beauty

Today I rise

Through the alchemy of my darkest nights I heal and thrive

Today I rise 

I move through the world with confidence and grace

I open my eyes and I am ready to face

My wholeness as a woman and my limitless capacities 

I will walk my path with audacity

Today I rise

I reconnect with the many aspects of myself

I am in awe of the reality I can create

I am a healer 

I am a queen

A wise women - A wild woman

I will rise and beam 

I am a rebel 

I will wake up and fight

I am a mother and I am a child

I will no longer disguise my sadness and pain

I will no longer suffer and complain 

I am black and I am white 

There is no reason to hide

Where are you....

I call upon Kali 

To kiss me alive

I transform my anger into power

No more heartache or strive 

The world is missing what I am ready to give

My wisdom, My sweetness, My love 

And my hunger for peace

I weep with the trees and the rivers and the earth in distress 

I rise and shine and I am ready to go on my quest 

Today I rise 

Without doubt or hesitation 

Today I rise 

Without excuses –Without procrastination

Today I call upon my sisters to join

A movement of resoluteness and ....concern

Today is the day I rise and scream

Today I foresee the future of my dreams!

Today is my call to action............ I will fulfill my mission

Without further distraction. 

Today is the day! 

Today I will start 

To offer the world

The 

Wisdom of my heart. 

"The Wise at Heart Community"