Sunday, 18 October 2015

Where are you?

I am sorry,
I drove you away,
for cowardice,
for ignorance, 
for despair.

I am sorry, 
I was the one to betray you,
to slay you,
in the very essence of your being.

I am sorry, 
I did not see your mission,
violated your holy body,
spat on your Divine Feminine.

I am sorry, 
I drove you away,
forcing you in the lands of Hades,
leaving you there,
to aguish in horror
in disgrace,
in dispair.

I am sorry, 
I still have not,
the fearlessness you ask of me.

I am sorry,
I still stumble with doubt,
and hide myself,
behind my fears.

I am sorry I lost the thread of my life,
renounced upon my calling.

I am sorry that my terror is still greater than my courage.

I am sorry, where ever you are my Soul.

(gestated and written as Saturn conjunct my natal Neptune-Moon opposition, recalling when Pluto opposed my natal Moon in 1992)

This following is the video that inspired all of the above:

Where are you? 

Little girl with broken wings but full of hope.... 

Where are you? 

Wise women covered in wounds...... 

Where are you? 

Today is the day
I will not sit still and give in anymore 
Today I rise
I am bruised but I will get up and walk again
Today I rise 
I don’t care if you ignore my beauty
Today I rise
Through the alchemy of my darkest nights I heal and thrive
Today I rise 
I move through the world with confidence and grace
I open my eyes and I am ready to face
My wholeness as a woman and my limitless capacities 
I will walk my path with audacity
Today I rise

I reconnect with the many aspects of myself
I am in awe of the reality I can create
I am a healer 
I am a queen
A wise women - A wild woman
I will rise and beam 
I am a rebel 
I will wake up and fight
I am a mother and I am a child
I will no longer disguise my sadness and pain
I will no longer suffer and complain 

I am black and I am white 
There is no reason to hide

Where are you....

I call upon Kali 
To kiss me alive
I transform my anger into power
No more heartache or strive 

The world is missing what I am ready to give
My wisdom, My sweetness, My love 
And my hunger for peace

I weep with the trees and the rivers and the earth in distress 
I rise and shine and I am ready to go on my quest 

Today I rise 
Without doubt or hesitation 
Today I rise 
Without excuses –Without procrastination

Today I call upon my sisters to join
A movement of resoluteness and ....concern

Today is the day I rise and scream
Today I foresee the future of my dreams!
Today is my call to action............ I will fulfill my mission
Without further distraction. 

Today is the day! 
Today I will start 
To offer the world
Wisdom of my heart. 

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