Scorpionic Delirium

Last night I meet my physical limits.

I danced with my own madness,

And the rawness of unexpected, unexpressed, 

explosive, visceral fear.

I walked blindly the valley of Scorpio

Where life and death passionately mingle.

I tasted cold pungent sweat,

And repeated uncontrolled violent retching,

Coming from life's abyssal dark core:

Anger, fear, abuse and transformation.

I succumbed to delirium,

My thoughts scattered,

Yet narrating intimate emotions,

Hardly aired in a lifetime.

My movements,

Violent, haphazard.

As if bitten by a tarantula,

In a scary hypnotic trance.

My teeth clenched,

As if trying  to hold on to something,

Quickly escaping away.

Whilst profound, continuous moans, 

Accompanied chattering teeth,

Sensing the liberating cold lucidity of death,

Just beyond that thin line, 

I was quickly approaching.

Quick shallow breath, 

kept the beat of a crescendo,

Dry tongue tasted acid,

Parched lips alternated foul language & devoted prayer.

I had an option to escape,

But dared to trespass and walk the path.

For this time, 

I managed to emerge sanely to the other side,

And live to tell the tale

Unexpectedly round the corner / Inaspettatamente dietro l’angolo

Anger is like a venom that intoxicates my lucid thinking, blurs my vision, shrivels my heart.
Anger is like being on a roller-coaster ready to burst in mid air but never exploding.

Anger is that unexpected and undesired surprise round the corner, that ruins your day, when you’ve thought you’ve nearly made it wisely through!!!!

La rabbia è come un veleno che intossica il mio pensare lucido, offusca la mia visione e inaridisce il mio cuore.
La rabbia è come essere sulle montagne russe, pronti a saltare in aria ma mai esplodere.

La rabbia è quella sorpresa mai attesa e desiderata dietro l’angolo, che ti rovina la giornata proprio quando pensavi di avercela saggiamente fatta!!!!